What might it feel like if your whole school was laughing at you? What if they thought of you as the thing in the corner. One might be thinking “What did I do”? Another possibly could say why they did what they did right then and there. Personally I would have ran and hid. Speak shows how it is very hard to tell the truth and the longer you wait to do so it only gets worse.
Think about the emotions Melinda was having while she was raped and how she didn’t know when or how to tell people. One knew she wanted to tell her parents earlier in the story but she just couldn’t. She wasn’t ready. Finally in the end of the book she tells everyone and she gets all of her old friends back. Rachel even wants to catch up on what they missed together all because she didn’t tell someone right away. Telling the truth is one thing, but telling the truth right after the incident is another. Vividly the incident is remembered in one’s mind when people are closest in time to the scene. It has happened to me before and most likely many others because at first thought you have it in your mind but five seconds later you are thinking about what you were going to say. It is like taking notes on a story; you should always write down what you were thinking when you read that sentence so that you don’t forget.
In this particular story Melinda’s life got worse and worse as it went along. It got worse in the way of she still had no friends except for Heather who thought that she needed to join a group which is fine but then she left Melinda. Melinda’s parents also kept pushing their relationship farther and farther apart. If she would have told them they might have felt sorry and tried to work out the differences between the two of them. Parents always disagree about things because they are not perfect. When they disagree and fight this much it is bringing Melinda down since she knows she has no control over what is going on. The only thing she could do would be to tell them how she feels. Telling someone how you are feeling inside is very hard to do. There is no reasoning why it is hard; it just is. For Melinda it must be extra hard to tell her parents she was raped since that will lead her to thinking about her and IT(Andy Evans).
Eloquently and clearly shown is why you need to tell someone if something bad happens to you right away in this book, a New York Times and Publisher Weekly bestseller Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson. The message that Mrs. Anderson was trying to show in Speak was that you need to speak up and everything will be ok.